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[ calls, voicemails, email, texts, what have you ]

I mean that's... really difficult for me too.

Mm... sorry.

Bean... why are you sorry about that?

[ Lennon murmurs, looking at him and he hesitates as he takes their joined hand and brings them up to press a quick kiss to his knuckles before lowering it again, and maybe he's just stupid. ]

Because I should be aware of that it's difficult for you as well.

[ his eyes widen at the kiss though. ]

[ Lennon hesitates at the way the other's eyes widen and he lowers his gaze, nuzzling his cheek against the other's knuckles and then lowering their hands. ]

I just... I really... care about you and want you and... I like that you need me for something too.

[ lennon's touch is warm, and baein shifts a little closer. he doesn't let go of their hands as lennon lowers them, and lets his fingers curl a little more around the other's hand. ]

Mm... you know you're important to me even if I didn't need to drink blood, right?

[ Lennon exhales softly when Baein shifts closer, at the way that his fingers curl. It’s a sense of reassurance that he can’t help but be grateful. ]

I… sometimes I’m not sure?

[ it's baein being comfortable with him, holding lennon dear to his heart and seeking the heat of another person because he's cold. ]

I am sorry if I don't show it properly.